I belong to just
one hour – 6 in the morning until eternity;
striking the white flag
out
for no one. did I mention the mechanical intrusion; prolonged psychosis
without
the business aspects? when I said had a fit, which turned out to
be an
earthquake,
was in fact an hour later and an earthquake nonetheless.
I belong to the morning until eternity, waiting for a decent
exposure to lucidity.
they
don’t come any more; just detach someone absent from some
social
fraternity.
I forgot to mention each turning page is a life time, which is
a medieval
metaphor
for the miracle of roses or the rose bowl parade and all that.
I belong to the morning until eternity; no ordinary beggar’s
scrip world wide
distribution
random pork sausage; no executed victim, or at least not executed
alone
in an instant of eternity; an illusion in sweetened condensed milk
tattooed
with
a smile: "I am dead, never existed, just ritual smoke that vanished
in the
ultimate
alchemy; blue obscenities, myrrh and frankincense."
this
is high mass; my high mass in artificial silence, an eternity with
call waiting. I
take
it from the bottom up, read backwards, get truths faster and faster;
get arms
broken,
legs shattered, left blind, pale against a carpet. no escape, no
eternity.
I
read and reread the present, the future and past; snap back to
blue gray; no just
gray;
need a quick adjective; an eternity of ending modifiers.