These vast
chances, all
scalpel intimacies. Burning gun chariot
billowing polyester doom, cock her trigger
with a click
& the
clop
of hooves, our night
mares. The bells peal seven o'clock's
news. She wants a cheap black raincoat
& its slick
with
the rain
makes her Bergman,
stamping through colossal weights,
like memory. It's not true; film
sticks
when
it's wet
& flies caress
sentiment, over-ripe fruit bears
outside insides; traditional feeding
is a trick
you
believe
that peace.
It goes in courageous dreams they don't
come, only the repetitions of what you
want;
don't
want it she
was clung
to clung to move; suppressing the lust
of all things shiny mirrored
& split, left
fruit,
wasting
on a window ledge.
Conjure me a better one, & I believe
I thrive upon it – juice heart all the while
rotting.