Cinnabar
He gave
me cinnabar, in a small suitcase,
just before my ship sailed out of port.
In the first days when I dare not walk
on deck I would look at the red stain
on the soiled leather and remember his
hands. Each morning I checked the old
barometer for weather, heel schoon
it said and the sea was flat, silvered.
Progress was slow. Sailors called to me.
The captain looked away and would not speak.
Later,
a swelling sea, veranderlyk, and a coastline
near enough to hear the breakers crashing
against rock. Birds on the cliff tops rising
and wheeling, falling as one, gone to nothing.
Sunsets were vermilion, madder lake.
The water, lapis lazuli and azurite. I could
not sleep. The stars reminded me of home.
A dress hung in my cabin waiting for landfall.
Lamplight drew a face upon its folds.
In the creaking of the timbers I heard voices.
One
bone black night, I walked on deck,
a lead white moon dipped in and out. The sea
became the folded downs, a lighthouse flashing
endlessly. Near dawn there came a glimmer
on the waves, a glaze like mercury on glass.
Bestendig, then, I took my suitcase out
and opened it, a fine red dust rose up
to darken on the surface of the sea..
Though I am emptied too, my alchemist
spent all the hidden gold he left in me
[Heel Schoon – perfect weather; Veranderlyk – changeable,
or variable; Bestendig – settled]
Blackbirds flying
white
threadbare linen, hooks removed,
steeped, pounded, placed in vats
and raised in mesh to drain
then dry,
compressed
a winter
sub-song heard from undergrowth
as iron
gall, dark like a black bird's eye
flowed from the sharpened quill, gum
Arabic prevented feathering
the
warning call with flicking wings and tail
sometimes
the sonnet put itself aside
for lists of births and deaths and marriages,
the cost of fish and ale and wheat for baking bread
a loud
and pleasing warbling flutelike song
a cadence
rising delicate might be
a broken arc of shell in greenish blue
another place to move to outside this
on the
edges of dense woodland, a song post
as permanent as paper scratched with ink
(untitled)
an image
of skin I once knew intimately
like water stalled below a bank of autumn trees
mirrored;
unreachable as trout,
slipping under an eel trap for shelter
in the
dust under the willows
the heifers stand idly
dung
laden tails swish
to their round swollen bellies,
some
of them swam to the bull
on the other side, risking the current
and
had to be fetched home, long miles
in a lorry, carrying chaos
and
I count them, their little bastards
growing unplanned, not by the book
like
water stalled below a bank of autumn trees
mirrored, unreachable as trout
An Orchard Subject 1946
This war time gardener
lauds his sweet cherries:
red turk, ursula rivers, smoky dunn
governor wood, hooker's black and elton heart
precisely
accurate and dry his text explains
the cuts and mazzard stocks, the tips and tricks
for heavy crops. He mourns the fruits
devoured by birds at cherry picking time
his sour cherries do not suffer such attacks,
a passable dessert, he will allow,
when fully ripe. Self fertile, un-acclaimed,
anonymous and humble, fruit for pies
he sends
his female pickers out in pairs
to cut these modest crops. Their constant chat,
an irritant to him and to the birds,
is sweetened, useful, scattered under trees
unheard,
these women mutter constantly,
between the careful lines in counterpoint,
and spit, like restless saboteurs,
delicious, dangerous and tender juice.