Always Nice
Always nice to see men here, in this room where
the fates of womens' bodies
are decided upon. Man and woman enter, woman enters, two women enter,
man and woman leave, a different set this time. He offered to come with
her. And no, this isn't an abortion clinic. Think higher up. Think
love. Think pillow. A woman asks how much longer it's going to
be, already an hour late. She brought a book but doesn't dare open
it. She wants to savor this part. A woman in a wig comes out of the inner
sanctum, a man helps another woman on with her coat. He offered to come
with her. The husband of the wig woman rings and enters. She immediately
sized him up by his hat and knows that wig's not for chemo, after
all. She always assumes the worst. He offered, she refused. But
maybe he should have come.
Permanent
For Ethel
A little woman. Every time she sees you she reaches up to run her fingers
through your hair. Such beautiful hair. Thick and curly, unlike hers.
And in intensive care last summer, your father out of it, beyond the
pain, she ran her fingers through his hair. Look at those curls. He'd
planned to get it cut this week. But he would live to get it cut later.
She would drive him home. They would drive each other to doctor after
doctor. They would drive to the supermarket, together, once a week. He
would drive her to play cards. He would drive her to the beauty parlor,
two days before she went in the hospital. She would get a permanent.
Her hair has no body. No, that's not right. Body's all that's
left now.
Copyright © Rochelle Ratner,
2005.
Rochelle
Ratner grew up in Atlantic City, New Jersey, and has been
writing poetry since her high-school years. Her first collection,
A Birthday of Waters, was published in 1971, since when
she has published over 15 poetry books, chapbooks, and
e-books, most recently House and
Home from Marsh Hawk Press
(2003) and Going Up Together from Ikon Press (2005).
|