Law of Gravity
I prefer walks with a decided destination, and I fear the scrutiny of
reunions, so each turn of a corner presented an ambivalent moment. Crossing
a market square, I encountered a juggler, a lanky, youngish man with
a baseball cap upturned on the cobblestones and holding enough silver
to buy a pint. He began with oranges, but as a crowd trickled around,
he switched to bowling pins. Their arcs made a more entrancing show,
and their apparent weight suggested greater skill. Tourists, bypassing
executives, idle teenagers, and me, we all waited, as another and another
pin were added, for the collapse that always seemed imminent. But he
knew what we wanted. With six pins twirling in a blurred oval, he halted
them one by one until none were aloft, none dropped. The next corner
I took appeared less formidable than those heretofore, and the next I
have never, will never take.
Inheritance
What will we name our ancestors? The christening is tomorrow; a bespoke
gown hangs in the closet. Their self-chosen names lie as loosely on their
bones as the dresses and suits they were buried in. They can hardly balk,
but it is not their mouths we fear. Do you see my son there, six months
old? He learns as he watches. Even now he is considering what he can
call me.
Copyright © Carrie Etter,
2006.
Carrie
Etter, an American expatriate, now makes her home
in Bradford on Avon. She teaches for Bath Spa University and
The Poetry School, and her poems have recently appeared, or
are forthcoming, in New Writing 14 (Granta, 2006), Poetry
Review, Poetry Salzburg Review, The Rialto, Tenth Muse,
and TLS.
Her blog is here.
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